In my words and experiences.  Your inner child, inner self or soul is the soul aspect of you that has lived through this lifetime and past lifetimes. And thus, through these lifetimes, you developed inner wounds, which manifested as stuck energy from repeated low vibrational emotions of anger, fear, worry, doubt, not feeling good enough, being pressured and bullied, etc. caused by or triggered by reactions to your environment.  Specifically for example;

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• Rude drivers

• Work situations

• Family situations

• Death

• Financial situations

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And thus, if these low energies keep coming into your life these low energy cause dis-ease and thus what is termed as illnesses.  

For me, I was bombarded with people that picked on me, bullied me, went through a sexual assault, lost my mother and family, father had financial issues and this one day led to me having a brain tumor that manifested and had to be removed when I was 13 years old.  Then as I become older and I learned I was a very special empath   I realized I had been picking up everyone’s negative energy.  And thus, I had to remove the old energy and protect myself.

 

To begin healing I completed the following:

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• I cut energetic cords

• I removed limiting beliefs

• I grounded myself

• I loved myself

• I forgave myself

• I knew everything that happened to me was not my fault

• I knew I am deeply loved by the Universe, Source, God, etc.

• I physically drove to the places where the wounds happened

• I brought up the memories, allowed them to surface, and I released them

• I forgave the people that hurt me

• I thanked the experience no matter how hard it was:

  • For me, I had to release inner child or inner self wounds from:

    • Sexual abuse

    • Having stones thrown at me by a former childhood friend

    • Being assaulted physically, emotionally, mentally, and spiritually

    • Abandoned by relatives, friends, and even my spouse

    • Watching my mother die in our home as a child from Metastatic Cancer

    • Abuse from my father as he aged and grew angry from dementia and diabetes.

    • Verbal abuse and pressure from coworkers in the defense industry

    • Enduring years of medical surgeries, chemotherapy, radiation and injuries to my physical body

 

These experiences wound us.

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While I started to really work on myself to remove these old stuck energies starting about 2015.  Where I had my major awakening August 2016 it has taken me about 10 years to peel the layers of hurt until I got to the root cause of my hurt.  However, it was not just one area of my body or one organ that had to be worked on.  It was my entire body.  Then I noticed as one part was healed.  Other parts of my body were also feeling better.  Then I moved onto that next section and I kept working on myself.  Finally, around April 2025, after all of the inner work I had done, I felt this energy of completeness and calmness.  However, this is where a new phase of my life to a light body became real.  I was then guided to Ascended master Tara to help me channel the Earth via a Qi Gong master and his wife that channeled Tara.  I thought I had removed all the layers of stuck energy.  I still felt some tension in the back of my neck and I had a acupressure person work on me.  My body just relaxed even more.  Then the relaxation became more and more and then I had this dream about my father.  The dream was very vivid like it was real life in the physical.   I do not want to get into the details of the dream.  But at one point the dream was so real I knew I had to wake myself up and I felt myself in both the dream world and in the physical world simultaneously.  What happened was my father came to me to tell me that he loved me and that I did all I could to help him in his life.  And I did not need to beat myself up anymore for not being able to do more for him.  Then he finally left and went on with his energetic life.  And then I cried and my shoulders and neck relaxed even more.  Thus, I realized in this life, we are constantly going through cycles.  I first went through many cycles of pain and hurt.  Then once I awakened in August 20216 I started to go through many cycles of healing.  Then the more you work with your inner child, or inner self, higher self, etc. the more you grow consciously into higher levels of vibration.

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Carl Jung spoke of synchronicities, which were moments where the conscious and the unconscious become one. He called this being connected to your inner self.  Which is a knowing that arises from recognizing and following your intuition, your heart, your true self. And when you are aligned this way, the knowledge, and people you need appear just as you need them.

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I have had many things happen in my life that people call miracles.  And as of recently around April 2025.  I learned to just be calm and allow.  And now my dreams and wishes just happen.  During my last channeling from Ascended Master Tara.  I was told the spirit world has recognized my work for humanity and the planet.  And that I will now be taught on a higher level of consciousness to do what others call miracles to serve humanity and the planet.

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If you wish to discuss my life’s journey to heal your inner child, inner self, higher self, etc. please contact me.