I chose to include this section because I have lived through many cycles of death and rebirth in this lifetime—mirroring the cycles of the universe, galaxies, stars, and our beautiful planet Earth with its changing climates, lands, and oceans.

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Yes, humanity has harmed the planet - carbon emissions, nuclear fallout, toxins like fluoride, chlorine, lead, mercury, plastics, nanoparticles, and pesticides have all polluted Earth’s ecosystems. Mother Earth is strong. But needs our help.  She too like humanity is also going through her own evolutionary changes. As we raise our consciousness, we assist in Earth's ascension. We are not separate from her; we are rising together in frequency, rebirthing into higher states of awareness and unity.

 

From a young age, I was exposed to death. My grandmother on my mother’s side passed away the year I was born. Then my mother died from metastatic cancer while I was in second grade. I watched her pass in our living room.  She shook, making noise as she transitioned. I told my father we needed to wake her, but he quietly said, “Let her sleep.” He knew.

 

Soon after, my godmother passed of cancer too. Following my mother’s death, her side of the family abandoned my father and I. My father also had unresolved family issues.  In the end as a young age it was just the two of us. I had no extended family, only him.

 

At 13, I was rushed into emergency surgery at Children’s Hospital in Pittsburgh. I had just ten minutes to live.  This was my 2nd major surgery after the first surgery when the brain tumor between the lobes of my brain was removed. That experience killed the hair follicles on my scalp. Years later, my grandfather on my mother’s side died.  Then my grandfather on my father’s side died.  Then shortly after my grandmother on my father’s side.  Then finally, in April 2017, my father passed.  He was my last family member.  Due to my father had family issues and my mother’s side of her family left my father and I when my mother passed I was alone to figure out life.

 

When my father passed in his hospital bed and I was next to him until the end.  I witnessed his soul leave his body.  I saw in amazement a mist of white, hazy light rising to the ceiling. It was peaceful. His physical body kept breathing for another two hours, but I knew he was already gone. He had lived a hard life from dementia, type 2 diabetes, strokes, financial hardship, childhood abuse, and a broken family. After my mother died at 32, he lost everything, including his job due to a back injury and unscrupulous lawyers.

 

In the years before his death, I worked in Fort Worth, Texas. My father’s neighbor would often call to say my father had collapsed outside getting the mail or he was rushed to the hospital. I was his only family and caregiver. It was painful and very hard on me to leave work under FMLA over and over again. Because the uncompassionate Lockheed Martin HR people told me I could not keep leaving on FMLA anymore.  I knew my job was on the line. I was furious. I was done with corporate coldness and done with people who lacked compassion.

 

One morning driving to work I was overwhelmed with grief and pressure to obtain FMLA time to take care of my father.  I thought how do people not care about others?  I was driving next to the Lockheed facility and cried.  I pleaded with Spirit.  I said, "Give me a sign. If my father is going to pass in two weeks, let me know."

 

Suddenly, the song Amazing Grace played on the country station I was listening.  I remember thinking this song never played on this station before and I listened to this station for many years.  I knew then my father had two weeks to live. I wiped the tears from my eyes and walked into work.  He passed April 2017 in the hospital after he had a super stroke in his house.

 

By this time, I had already been through many physical death experiences from 1975 to 2017. Then in Spring 2021, I experienced my first Out-of-Body Experience (OBE). I became the void, Source, infinite space. There was only blackness, but I was everything and nothing at once. I have longed to return to that sacred space ever since.

 

By 2018, I began shedding not only physical layers, but emotional, mental, and egoic layers. I was no longer who I used to be. I was going through what felt like the death of my old self—transitioning from the caterpillar into the butterfly.

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But no one talked about what happens after you become a light body or the stages to a light body. However, according to Alcazar of the Stargate group.  I am among the very few on the leading edge of human consciousness transformation.  I came to this planet at this time to transition into my light body and to help humanity and Earth’s consciousness by channeling her messages. I feel I am a pioneer of the new human; channeling Mother Earth’s consciousness and stepping into uncharted territory.

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Major Spiritual Transformation Timeline: 2020–2024:

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2020: Kundalini Awakening (Spiritual Flu #1):

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• I was sick with intense flu-like symptoms for three weeks.

• It came on its own via divine timing, not by personal effort.

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August 2024: Ego Burnout (Spiritual Flu #2):

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• I survived another two weeks of spiritual flu as my ego dissolved.

• I cut energy cords with everything that no longer served me: limiting beliefs, past relationships, my job, society’s rules, meat consumption, materialism, and more.

• What remained: my soul, my spiritual mission, a car to drive, a job to fund the basics, and my home-temple.

 

Nov 10–29, 2024: DAO/Taoist Third Eye Activation (Spiritual Flu #3):

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• I was guided to a Buddhist ceremony in Phoenix, AZ. That same day, a Master from China saw my light and invited me to a private DAO ceremony.

• During the ritual, I lit a fire. The Master approached me. With eyes closed, I saw her hand reach into my third eye, as she used a spiral motion, then I heard this pop like a drain plug was removed from my third eye.

• Energy surged through my third eye. I barely made it home before collapsing into two days of sleep. Another two-week spiritual flu followed.

 

April 2025: Final Ego Burnout (Spiritual Flu #4):

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• I began working with Ascended Master Tara, Mother Earth, Quan Yin, Buddha, and Jesus as my core entourage.

• I experienced deep peace. I no longer desired greasy food, meat, sugar, or noise. I craved solitude, sacred space, and crystal energy.

• I knew I was stepping away from my engineering job. A new source of income would come, allowing me to live my true mission.

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Now, in June 2025, all I want is to serve humanity, help the Earth, and do my spiritual work. Nothing else matters to me; not money, not possessions, not status. I feel immense peace in my heart. My soul is tired of aggressive, rude, and judgmental people. I now walk slowly, with grace. I enter stores and feel no pull toward material goods. I simply do not belong to this dense, chaotic energy anymore.

I am ready to become a light body. I do not know what happens next, but I am willing to be the bridge, the pioneer, and the vessel for Earth’s highest evolution.