Overcoming Abuse: My Life Experiences and Healing Journey
Overcoming Abuse: My Life Experiences and Healing Journey:
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From as early as I can remember, I experienced different forms of abuse. If you have also suffered abuse. Whether similar to mine or entirely different. Please know you are not alone. I share this story not to dwell on pain, but to offer a path toward healing. If you seek help to release old, stuck energy and walk forward on your ascension path, I invite you to connect with me. Together, we can transform pain into light.
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My Path to Forgiveness and Freedom:
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Beginning in 2015, I was guided to embrace forgiveness and the teachings of ascension. I knew that if I truly wanted to evolve and grow in consciousness, I would have to forgive those who hurt me. I created a list of names and experiences, and one by one, I consciously forgave each person. I later learned about energy cords and began cutting the cords that bound me to past pain. Whenever dreams or memories resurfaced, I would acknowledge the energy and release it with love and clarity. This deep internal work took nine years (2015–2024). It was a sacred, intense, and transformative journey.
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I do not detail every painful event here because I have already released those wounds. Instead, I share this outline to offer solidarity, healing, and guidance to anyone walking through their own darkness seeking the light.
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Physical Abuse:
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My father, who was abused by his own father and by Catholic nuns by being beaten constantly, passed on patterns of his pain onto me.
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As a child, I was forced to eat my own trimmed hair by my father. A traumatic and shaming experience. I just trimmed some long hairs on my head and he went crazy.
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He also beat me with a belt for falsely believing I had accused a neighbor of shooting at me. We had a crazy country neighbor that was on the other side of these trees and I got scared when he started shooting very close to where I was playing.
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I was hit with stones by a neighborhood friend for choosing to play elsewhere.
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On the school bus, an older student repeatedly messed up my hair, planting seeds of unworthiness.
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In college, a roommate stunned me with a taser as part of a cruel joke about my hair loss from radiation.
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Verbal and Emotional Abuse:
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My father, later in life, became increasingly angry and verbally harsh as dementia set in. I was never good enough and no matter what I tried to do to help him medically, financially or with his life nothing was done right. Which left me feel worthless.
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My wife often yelled at me over small things like water spots on glasses or dust on the floor, reflecting her own unresolved childhood wounds.
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During a Raytheon internship, I was verbally assaulted by an older employee who mistook me for another intern. The emotional and mental abuse by this Raytheon employee caused me deep anguish, retriggering past trauma. When I clarified I was not the person he accused, he coldly dismissed me. I reported the incident to HR, but they sided with him, leaving me deeply betrayed. I finished the internship, but never returned to the company.
Mental Abuse:
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From family, relatives, schoolmates, college dormmates, my internship supervisor, and even my wife and her friends. Constant criticism, manipulation, and betrayal eroded my self-esteem until I began reclaiming my power.
Sexual Abuse:
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I was sexually violated by neighborhood boys I once considered friends. Afterward, I cut ties with them completely.
Covert Narcissistic Abuse (2019–2024):
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This was the most devastating of all. I lived through covert narcissistic abuse from my wife and from her friends. It took me 2 - 3 years listening to You Tube professional support to understand, survive and to restore my life from this painful experience. It damaged my heart deeply, but led me to my greatest spiritual awakening. I became an expert not by study, but by surviving. If you have experienced this, I am here to help you reclaim your light.
Financial Abuse:
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As part of the narcissistic abuse, I was financially drained. I came to the brink of bankruptcy. But this was the moment I chose myself. I learned to say No! That was the day I truly stepped into my power. After 40 years of placing others first, I learned to love myself; fully and unapologetically. That moment marked the beginning of my transformation from the caterpillar to the butterfly.
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The Power of Healing and Offering Support:
If you are reading this and carrying the pain of abuse, please know: healing is possible. It is not easy, and it is not quick, but it is real. I have walked this path over and over and finally learned after 40 years how to reclaim my power and to say No as an empath to take care of me first. I have cried the tears. I have beaten myself up thinking I was not good enough. I have faced the darkness. And I have emerged stronger, lighter, and more whole.
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I now help others do the same.
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If you seek someone to witness your pain with compassion, to guide you through forgiveness, to help you clear trauma from your body and energy field. I am here. Together, we can reclaim your light. Please contact me.
You are not what happened to you. You are the soul who rises despite it.
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Blessings, Love, Light, Compassion,
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Gregory