Have you ever been in a truly uplifting space?  Like a healing retreat, a spiritual lecture, or a sacred circle.  Where you felt completely inspired, safe, and aligned with your highest self? Where in those moments, the energy flowed effortlessly? You were motivated and connected to your purpose and full of love?

 

But then you stepped out into the world. The traffic was stressful. The workplace was toxic. Family tensions resurface. Finances feel tight. And many people around you seem unaware, reactive, cold, or full of fear and judgment? That shift from high to low vibration can feel like an energetic crash.

 

This has been a deep theme in my life.

 

When I was 13, after my first brain tumor surgery, I left the hospital.  Where I felt safe, nurtured, and supported. As soon as I was in public again, I became the target of stares, judgment, rude gestures, and even emotional abuse. I was a child just trying to survive and heal, but the world around me did not offer compassion. Instead, I became a mirror for others’ projections.

 

At the time, I did not know I was an empath. I did not know I was absorbing others’ pain and judgment. I only knew I was different and that being different made me an outsider.

 

In high school, I saw the formation of “cliques,” where those in the popular groups gained power through exclusion, ego, and control. I could have joined that world. I could have chosen ego over heart, like so many others. But my soul knew better. Why should I hurt others just to fit in, when I knew how devastating it felt to be hurt?

 

Over the years, I carried the emotional scars of this cruelty in my body.  Especially in my neck and shoulders. These were energetic burdens I did not know I was holding. Only after many years of deep inner work, guided by my own spirit, was I able to find and pull out the root of that pain.

 

A key turning point came when I realized I was stuck in a loop: being hurt by others, then holding resentment, then projecting my own frustration back onto the world. I was not healing; I was continuing the cycle. Even when I thought I had forgiven others, I was still saying, “F them,” in my heart. That was not real forgiveness. That was not freedom.

 

One day, I decided to live fully from my heart. I did not react. I did not fight back. I chose to breathe, stay calm, and hold onto my power.

I realized everyone who projects anger, judgment, or hate is acting from their own pain. Their behavior has nothing to do with me. I no longer needed to absorb their energy or carry it in my empathic field.

 

This is what I now understand as true oneness.  Where I am not being entangled with everyone’s pain, but being whole within myself. Loving myself first. Creating my own inner foundation of safety and unconditional love. This is not selfish. It is essential. Because if you do not feel grounded and strong in your own energy, you will be pulled into the chaos of others and lose your light.

 

Once I truly became one with myself, something shifted. I stopped reacting. I stopped being triggered. I stopped being affected by the outside world. I became free.

 

Now, when others act out of pain, I observe it without judgment. I send them love. I call upon my guides, angels, and ascended masters to bless them on their path. And I continue my own.

 

Yes, spiritual groups and high-vibe spaces can feel wonderful, but we are meant to bring that light into the real world. We are not here to escape the 3D. We are here to elevate it.

 

I am part of that growing wave of lightworkers, empaths, and newly awakening Light Bodies. As I step more into the fullness of my 5D consciousness, I feel the abundance of love, safety, and wholeness in every cell of my being.

 

If there is a flame flickering in your heart.  If you are ready to live from love, to hold your power, and to rise above the noise.  I invite you to reach out. I would be honored to support your awakening.

 

With love and light,
 

Gregory